what now?

Thinking back on the things i've done
It seems kinda silly to me now
I compared my actions to the last time
The last time i made myself a vowe

I remember swearing to myself
Never to fall so easily again
For what I'd expect it to bring
It brought nothing but pain

I remember making myself a promise
That I would think twice before i act
That is to avoid any misjudgement
That might just become a fact

I told myself that I'd be more careful
The next time someone steals my heart
I'd make sure I don't say things
That would make 2 friends part

Then again, I also told myself
If I ever found another
For at that moment I was pretty sure
That he was like no other

But apparently I did find someone
Who seemed to top the last one
And failing to keep to all my vowes
I found that I could not run

I didn't know how wise I was
When I decided to let him know
I overlooked the consequences
Of letting my feelings show

The rest, I guess, was nothing new
The after math, I've been through before
And though now I stand, all smiles to him
It'll take a while to cure the sore

Friends of mine think it's no big
Since it happened all too quickly
Because the last time I confessed
Was after a year of waiting patiently

I, too, thought that it was too soon
But I said it out anyway
I have to say I had no idea why
But it's too late to regret today

I've sort of let things be for now
To see what will happen next
I've got far too many cares on my mind
To make my life more complex

Come to think about it
I will lay back, and I know how
I enjoyed life more when I was love free
So, my friends what activity now?? =)

Yup...c'mon peeps!! Rock climbing!!! When when?? drats! if only i weren't so busy! hahaha....next weekend sounds fine to u all? Saturday we go rock climbing...then watch spidey 2...then sunday bkt gasing! who's with me!??! oh..and august hols? I say we go do some biking! haha...Karen's got a new bike! Karen's got a new bike! =)

Well, I'm off to PD now...see u guys tmr night! Wish me luck! no...change that...wish me tonnes and tonnes of fun! =)