yes! muah trials are finally over!!! hahaha....
It's been some time since i blogged. haha actually it's only 2 - 3 days but it seemed like ages to me. Maybe coz I desperately wanted something to distract myself from studying. oh well, now that's it's over. i can rest for a while and relax for a while. Soon it'll be finals. The real deal. Then you'll see me crying. hehe...but till then, i'd like to sit back and let down my hair (figuratively speaking) =) First thing i did was catch PGL with weng lum, pei jien and han yang. haha the show's not bad. Impressed me for Malaysian standards. But I think some parts were a liiiiiiitle out of this world. The fighting scene reminded me of chinese kungfu movies, flying in the air and all. It's very bersastera. but nice. I agree. All Malaysians should watch it.
Trials were...ok...let me summarise it.
ESL was tough due to lack of time
Physics was worse due to lack of knowledge
Maths was hard due to lack of understanding (meaning to say i dun get wth the questions want)
Bio was relatively easy. *wink*
and Chem was...well, a killer due to lack of time, knowledge and understanding.
So there. I'm sooooo gonna drop chem wherever i go next time. I swear.
However, the post-trials party at My Place apartment was cool. hehe...well first there was a black out while we were getting dinner from KFC. Back at My Place there wasn't electricty too. Made plans to adjourn to my place, literally. however, my friends bought candles and lighted up the playground area. Vanessa found it uber romantic. hehe...in the beginning it was just makaning and chatting. Then things got a little funkier when they planned to dunk Kevin into the pool. Much effort was put into planning it though, not easy to full the smartest guy in class. Anyway, we used Kim Fei as bait, supposed to lure Kevin to push Kim Fei in, but then in the Kim Fei and kevin got pushed in. And Ker Yee too! dunno how that happened though. All in the struggle of getting each other into the pool i guess. Well, there were many rounds of that. Dunking, i mean. Till the guys found it unfair that girls were excused from getting dunked. Honestly i found it unfair too. wattabout gender equality? Bunch of party poopers. But that didn't last for long. Rebecca got dunked in the end. followed by myself. Then Vanessa. So it was pretty fun. drove home drenched but happy. =)
her eyes caught a glimpse of him
and silently willed his head to turn
to face her and catch her gleam
with hope for happiness she yearns
she watched as he started to move
but he turned looking right past her
he sauntered on, looking aloof
going away, further and further
out of sight he slowly faded
and all at once she lost her strength
her eyes swelled, her expression jaded
he took with him her heart at length
she knew she had seen but a figure
of her mere imaginations
of someone who might love her dear
someone who cared without conditions
she saw with her eyes, her hopes and dreams
but seconds after she saw her fate and destiny
drained away were her energy like a stream
as she drowned in what she was destined to be
someone unloved and uncared for
someone unnoticed in the sea of people
someone trodden on by beauty galore
someone kicked aside by society's cruel
as she sank lower she began to realise
a hand reaching out to pull her together
thinking it was he with the deep eyes
he, she had watched, had come to help her
surely, she rose, higher and higher
her hopes returning once again
she could see the day getting brighter
she knew her anticipation were not in vain
finally outside, she could see him now
upclose, she could smell his scent
and then, he changed altogether somehow
disappointed she started to resent
but then the current face looked familiar
and now she can no longer lived in pretense
she could now see the picture clearer
that the one who loved her was her friends
hehe...nothing gotta do with me. Just a random thought. Think now i'm gonna write poems that not necessarily tell my tale. It'll either be a pigment of my imagination. or empathy i feel towards another. or some deep stuff of that sort la. attempting to be a more mature writer here. hehe...
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