Wednesday, August 11, 2010

I wonder why is it so hard for me to get started on something. Like a lab report, or an assignment. Even though I know it doesn't take that long, I just find it so hard to whip out my books and just get on with it.

It is this aspect of studying that I don't like. The research, the homework, the assignments. God, how I can't wait to be rid of them. When I am done I never want to see another journal article ever again.

Every day I dream of the time when I can just go to work happily, earn some money, and have time to run without a nagging thought at the back of my head about assignment deadlines, and exams to study for. Why does every working person tell me to enjoy student life? Seriously people, don't tell me that unless you're willing to drop your work and go back to studying again, WITHOUT the luxury of a constant monthly income.

Work life brings on more responsibilities, sure. But I'd say bring on those responsibilities, if only to trade them for report and assignment deadlines, journal article readings, and examinations.

Okay! I'll stop complaining. In case you haven't noticed, I'm good at that. Next to procrastinating, complaining is something else I've mastered over here. Well, I don't complain to anyone over here, I just keep it all in, so this blog is the only avenue for me to spit everything back out. sorry. =/ I need to be inspired again. I was already low on enthusiasm last semester, then failing 205 took another big chunk of motivation out of me again. I have to pick myself up and move forwards. I know what I have to do, I just need to believe in myself again.

Alright! Enough blabber, time to start cracking. Biomechanics, I'm coming to get you!


Li-Ann said...

in response to your narcolepsy question? just chanced upon it.

galnexdor said...

haha yea ive been researching a bit about narcolepsy. i definitely do get sleep attacks. but ive started to realise that it is with specific lecturers. with some others im usually fine.

also i realise if i went for a run in the morning i'm usually ok during the day. so exercise helps.

but sleep attacks is very annoying!