[ the ugly truth ]

i don't know how far is true
are the words that has got to me
how much can i trust about you
based on what i've heard recently

it's strange to know about such ways
concerning someone i know so well
you're no longer how u were in those days
or maybe i was never able to tell

i guess at this point in time
changes are pretty much the norm
and i seem to be standing behind the line
watching as they transform

i feel as though they're evolving
the friendships that i used to hold
one by one the bonds or loosening
and i often feel left out in the cold

maybe i myself have changed
though i have not been told
but perhaps the reason for all things strange
are due to my character so bold

i often find myself enveloped in guilt
over things i wish i didn't say
causing a concrete friendship built
to be strained or thrown away

i often find my actions too loud
but only realise it after it's done
sometimes i wonder what the anger was about
and realised that it shouldn't have begun

at this point in life, i guess
when pressure is applied to friendship
when we start to drift away from the rest
the ugly truth will start to take a grip...

found out some disturbing news about an old friend. Don't know if it's true and all, but it's sad to think how people can change. It's even sadder to think how you might change just like them, under the same circumstances. But it's worst to think how you won't even realise it, and when you do, it's too late...