flustered

i hate new zealand.

there. i said it.

i hate new zealand because of its stupid student permit system which has to be renewed every semester or every year. and to renew it i need to have paid for my course fees already. and i need to have NZD5000 in my bank account (if I'm renewing for half a year) or NZD10,000 (if i'm renewing for 1 year). what sort of student has that kind of money in their bank accounts la?

i hate new zealand because its stupid Auckland Uni campuses are so far from each other. which makes commuting such a chore and a complete and utter waste of good time. why can't i do my electives on my campus?

i hate new zealand because even Air Asia doesn't like it enough to want to fly there.

i hate new zealand because it has brought me nothing but drama over the past year and a half.

i hate new zealand because you're not there. all of you. all of you who matters to me the most, you're all not there.

i hate new zealand because you're not there.

maybe i'm just feeling pressured
coz everyone's earning their own money now
while i'm still using my folks' and brother's money.