I know that i should be happy
Now that my dreams came true
I know that i wanted this to be
But now that it is, i don't know what to do

I have to shove my responsibilities aside
I have a "duty" to obey
But the feeling that's just not right
Is pushing my friends away

I didn't think of it that way
I didn't know how i could do wrong
I didn't expect that i would betray
My friends all along

I somehow feel guilty
But i can't seem to help it
I'd still like my fantasy
And i'm not giving up any bit

Being selfish seems so wrong
But the rest of it seems great
Where does my part belong
To my friends or to my date?