hurt.

Every day has been a battle

To smile, to laugh, to sing a song

Every day, I lift my chin up

Yet every day never before felt so long

I try to think of things to do

Just to stick it in and pummel through

Somehow in silence my thoughts get clouded

Clouded by memories of you

It hurts just a little

Just a little too much some nights

It hurts just wondering what went wrong

How we started up these fights

I cannot let go, for no good reason

The memories buried within the heart

Where we laughed more than I cried

And we hugged more than we were apart

My thoughts are cruel to not let me forget

Words you have said to me

Songs you have sung to me

Places you have been with me

To sit in silence as I watch you

Appear online, and not say a thing

Makes my heart heavy with sadness

My eyes water, as the tears sting

It hurts to be ignored

It hurts that we've become such strangers to one another

It kills me every day, not knowing what to say

Not knowing whether or not things will ever get better

It hurts.