ain't so bad afterall...

if i were to ask a person to sum me up in 3 words or so...the word poise or elegance or maybe even beautiful would probably be a far cry from what that person would say. seriously. i'm about as klutzy as a klutz can get. i sprained my ankle doing a throw in! ha!

and so, bearing that in mind, today was a shocker for a LOT of people in Metropolitan. I could pretty much see jaws dropping, NOT for the reasons you and i think it is. But i think today i have proven to myself, more than anyone else, that i am capable of more than just brainless brawn. there's hope! ahaha...i think la. whoever begs to differ, speak now or forever hold your peace. :)

i still think it's a wrong place for someone like me to be. i cross out every single criterion that makes a beauty queen. standing amongst the Ms Metropolitan nominees, i felt my shoulders grow 3 times broader than they already are, and my thighs 5 times bigger. Seriously, this whole Ms Metro thing? Is really bruising my self esteem. And Emily Lim's a contestant. I never would've imagined the both of us vying for the same spot, competing alongside each other. How can I outdo Emily in a contest which requires beauty, poise, elegance and wit?

Anyway, 3 guys and 3 girls out of 8 each were eliminated today. I, was surprisingly not. Yup, Round 2 coming right up. A talent showcase. 5 weeks from now. And i need to campaign. Something i hope Mr Dektos Loh will aid me in. :) So i need a great campaign strategy and a unique talent to make up for the lack of whatever i said above.

any ideas? =)