during mr chin's class...

Once again I find myself
Trying hard to stay awake
I should have known better
I should have tried harder
Not to stay up for your sake

I'm going through another phase
I wish I'm mentally stronger
I never used to have difficulties
When I was setting my priorities
But now it seems to me I've grown softer

The reason why i act like this
Occurs to me as crystal clear
Though I try not to admit
I try my very best to avoid it
But I've fallen for you...I fear

I wrote this at 9.46 am during mr chin's lesson today. Hey, it was better then falling asleep ok. There u have it...i finally said it out to myself (well, typed it out actually). I think...well, i think he's all that i can think of. But i wun do anything now. He's still unofficially attached to his ex gf. and i still think i JUST met him...it's too soon.