There's no other...

It's the way you think of others
And always have them in mind
The way you care for friends and family
The way you're always so kind
That makes you a tad better...

It's the way you never boast
Or the fact that you're not egoistic
It's the way you're always humble
It's just that certain characteristic
That makes you shine a tad brighter...

It's the way you know what's right
And keeps in mind what's important
The way you do not stray easily
Or succumb to outer distraction
That makes you a bit nicer...

It's the way you know your limits
And stay behind the line
The way you motivate yourself
With the right frame of mind
That makes liking you easier...

It's the way I feel a certain something
Whenever you're with me
And the fact that I still feel this way
After you said no to me...gently....
That makes you like no other...

Now i know why I had problems
Deciding which step to take
Because i knew that it is I myself
That i certainly cannot fake

I knew that I would never like him
As much as i like you
Eventhough i tried to make it work
But there's nothing i can do

Because in my mind i refuse to erase
The thought i've build up for so long
You are the best I've ever found
That nothing ever seemed wrong

I refuse to let go of what I feel
And now it's even stronger
I'm pretty sure that I'm right
You're just like no other...

sigh...i feel sad right now...feel sad about moments that was...moments that wasn't....moments that should have....moments that should not have...today i just feel sad....

V-day...just isn't my day

Advertisements broadcasted on the radio
Speek of free gifts and flowers
Promotional V-day packs
Specially for romantic lovers

Movies being played on TV
Each one bearing a romantic theme
He leans over and whisper sweet nothings
And she declares her love for him

V-day functions all over the papers
Inviting people from near and far
"Bring along that special someone
To a romantic night under the stars"

I guess it's just not one of the days
That I look forward to with a smile
I sigh each day it draws closer
And often think about it for a while

I guess I shouldn't complain at all
Because in love, i really have no say
But it saddens me to think about it
That Valentine's Day just isn't my day...

haha...started la my emo-ness. =) so sue me! but it's true...i think it has been this way every year since...i knew the true meaning of V-day. haha...oh well, at least i would be preoccupied that day with my own programme. =)

wRoK!!

The school of rock rocks!! makes me feel like i should follow my dreams too...Dare to dream!! haha...oh well....we'll see how life goes for me...=)

I often walk along the path of regret
Especially when it comes to what i say
I think sometimes I just don't think
Before i say things my way

I often journey back in life
Only to find out that all i have done
May seem to be a big deal then
But now the importance, there's none

I often choose the road of hatred
And this is the worst path of all
For many things are affected by this
My friendship, family, all start to fall

I often wonder what I will do
If i had met someone like me
Will I think of myself as highly as
The people that i see

haha u guys are probably wondering what i did to write such a deep and abstract poem. truth is i dunno myself. the word are free flow. But what i can say is i wonder abt a loooooot of things. and these are a few la. makes me sad sometimes, that i can't undo what i did. i know i have done a lot of stuff that i really didn't mean to do. =)

It's a Beautiful Day~!

I feel so happy for Kurt Nilsen! Dunno why. Probably coz after the way judge Simon Cowell bang him until like that...he SO deserved to win! haha he has the greatest voice!! The hobbit triumphs!

After all the worries I put myself through
After all the fear of unwanted changes
Our friendship bond still stayed true
And it WILL stay that way for ages

It's a beautiful day....

In college I have fun with my new friends
We're slowly becoming closer
Whether or not it'll stay, depends
But why worry about the future?

It's a beautiful day....

At the same time, i still have fun
Hanging out with the ol' time buddies
When we're together we're ONE
We laugh so much there's no time for worries!

It's a beautiful day...

Tomorrow would be another day
That I catch up on some of you
What lies tomorrow, i would say
Would be somewhat fun and memorable too

So you see,
It was a beautiful day
It still is a beautiful day
It will be a beautiful day
And that's the way it's gonna stay
All through the way!!

drift away...

I'm listening to uncle kracker now...drift away....soothing song...reminds me of something....=)

When i drift away...

I go back in time again
We were like close friends
There wasn't any pain
Just curiosity then

When i drift away....

I recall the moments
You told me about her
All your lil' problems
And i just played the listenner

When i drift away...

I kept in everything
All the yearning and longing
The questions i started wondering
The hope i started losing

When i drift away....

Of course I start to think
When all hope can to an end
My heart started to sink
You said we should jus stay friends

When i drift away...

I think of how we're still friends
And I'm much happier this way
I realised things just blend
So much better than yesterday

When i drift away...

I feel grateful it's like this
I took the right step, so did he
I will always be a friend of his
And he'll always have a friend in me

Sick came to pai nien

Han Yang must've recommended his friend Sick to come n pai nien in my house. I must say it's really annoying...but oh well, it's my excuse not to do my hw! =)

I guess there's some things
That time can't exactly heal
And there's other things
That actually keeps time still

Certain things just sticks to you
As though you're meant to go through it
And as painful as the memories were to you
They're the things you just can't get rid

Eventhough i liked him before
Eventhough i have tried my best
Eventhough he made my heart sore
I just couldn't seem to forget the rest

The times where we did have fun
The times where you were everything
The times I thought you were The One
Even the times i was left with nothing

Sad or painful the times i went through
I held it close to me somehow
I had hoped to get over you
But that seems impossible now...